Boat of fate

I am all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and I can't escape
But if I ever get lost on my way
The waves would guide me thru another day

All I can do is to offer my prayers and wait for a new day. To the end of the sea that shines vividly.

READ THIS !!

If you don't know,

then ask me. 

If you don't agree,

then argue with me.

If you don't like, 

then say it to me. 

But don't keep silent 

and judge me.

Something to hide

“We all have something to hide, some dark place inside us we don’t want the world to see, so we pretend everything’s OK, wrapping ourselves in rainbows… and maybe that’s all for the best, because some of these places are darker than others”

 — Dexter, Dexter 5.05 First Blood

Pray

Well I’m down on my knees again
And I pray to the only one
Who has the strength
To bear the pain
To forgive all the things that I’ve done

4 things

“please forgive me”

“I forgive you”

“Thankyou”

“I love you”

Life is so short and there are so many people in the world who have relationships that have been damaged and that are incomplete because there are issues unresolved and words left unsaid. Think about it..how many relationships in your life could be repaired or made better by saying the things that are hardest to say, to forgive and ask for forgiveness? or to express such a wonderful emotion as love or to thank them for being who they have been in your life. So that the relationship could move forward and have many wonderful memories for both people.

So ill start practicing this now:
for my parents

please forgive me for hating you once..for resenting you for past things. I forgive you for the things you did to make me feels this way towards you and know that you are human and had a hard time coping. Thankyou for being the best parents alive. for always always being there for me and showing me who to be when i felt lost. I love you for all the things you are.

For my friends

Please forgive me for judging you in your hardest, immature times. i forgive you also always and i am proud of the person you are becoming. Thankyou for your honesty and always knowing things about me without me telling you. I love you for your humor and your strength.

For my brother & sister

Please forgive me for not trying to know you enough, for saying mean things to you and bitching at you all the time. I forgive you for all the times you were mean to me. Thank you for supporting me and taking up for me when i needed it most. I love you and i hope we're still close frvr.

For all of the reader

All of you please forgive me for not being a good friend at times and for being painfully quiet. I forgive you for being so loud and obnoxious!!! lol and for quoting things i know nothing about! thankyou for being the best friends ive ever had!! i love you all soo much!! and couldnt picture my life without you!!

Please forgive me for the mean things i said. I forgive you for all the times your hurt me and cheated on me. Thankyou for making me realize that i could be so much more than what i was becoming. I love who you once were.

FORGIVE ME For all of my mistakes that I've done.

Tears

like the rain that falls to a parched ground, nourishing the earth and bringing forth life, so too are tears... soaking into a heart that finds itself numb or disengaged, tears of joy and sorrow can bring one back to the fullness of their experience...

Birthday girl :-)

Yeay Maybe it's my 1st post in this year 2011. I dont hv somethin' important to share btw.

y'know I'm 15 yo this year. Nothing special with my birthday. but I'm still happy bcs I have a lot of friends that support me. I'm thankful to have em. Stay close with me and make it last guys :D





In this moment i just want to share some pics abt my birthday.
Hope you'll enjoy it,

 

Thank you for the birthday wishes, presents & all of the joy that you bring to me. 

Last week the candle factory burned down.

Everyone just stood around and sang, Happy Birthday.

And my wishes :

1. To be the one that loved by many, and hated by few.

2. to be a kind person

3. Pass 2011 Junior high school national examination and get the best score. 

4. go through SMANDA test

Wish me luck :-)