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Minggu, 25 Juli 2010

Home


I really love this song. It's a song from the movie MY Sisters Keeper.The beach scene was the saddest part because of the song. I cried and I was moved. I realized a lot of things in life. The song is really a good choice.




Feels like home



Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong




This song represented how I really feel for someone right this moment. Sadly...

I discovered this song while watching My Sister's Keeper. This seems like a song that tells my story exactly (much like I Will Always Return - Bryan Adams). It seems to be able describe exactly what I want to be able to say. To feel that peace. That serenity of home. I want to be able to call somewhere home. A place where I feel that I belong, a place that...simply "feels like home to me". In my heart, I don't at home. I don't know why..."if you knew how much this moment means to me", something about that line makes me shiver. Her (Edwina's) voice is a little dry, just as it should be for this song. It certainly has emotion and it seems like she truly connects with each and every word. I close my eyes to this song and I let myself pretend I have this peace. It's a beautiful song I think...and the words are really heavy if you're missing that piece of your heart. Whenever hear anything...anything at all about home or that relates to home, it always hits me hard.



They're my home .....














Thank you for all the joy and this precious life. I love you, always have, always will

Kamis, 22 Juli 2010

teenager attack !!!!


ahhh gatau kenapa gue lagi suka bgt main barbie. hmmm with my little sister. eh sebenernya sih bukan adik gue kandung ya, dia itu anak emba gue dan gue anggep dia kayak adik kandung gue sendiri.

why ??

1. I need a little sister figure
2. I miss when someone called me sister
(dulu sodara gue anak kecil semua, cuman udh besar semua bray :(((((....)
3. I wanna feels how to be a old sister
4. I'm Lonely
( I have sister and brother. but they are in college and stay in another city. and I'm surely miss them so much.)
5. I need a place which is for express my feels and can understand each other.
6. I LOVE CHILDREN soooooooooooooooooo much !!!!!!!




Me with my sister



Me with my brother



MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH, I'M PRAYING AT ALL OF YOU EVERY NIGHT. MUACCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
:DDDDDD
maybe sometimes you make me mad but I love you till the rest of my life

Rabu, 21 Juli 2010

Friends ??


May We'll go on like this forever, friends? coupled with Each other? See later -__-

What is a Friend?

1. A friend is someone who will compliment you.

2. A friend will cheer you up when you're sad.

3. A friend will let you win sometimes.

4. A friend will remember your birthday.

5. A friend is fun to be with.

6. A friend will let you smile.

FRIENDS : THEY LISTEN WITHOUT INTERRUPTING

intinya gue gak butuh sarangue cuman butuh seseorang yang bisa kita dengerin kita. without interrupting (menurut gue ya)




Be thankful of God for everything because all is because of His Grace, and the greatest thing of God is a best friend..


Mungkin emang gue bukan tipe org yg bisa bff sama seseorang, for the rest of my life. I thought I've found that "someone" that could get me just the way I are. She did, but she just don't fit my heart.
I don't like fighting, apalagi minta maaf untuk sesuatu yang menurut gue gak salah. Why people are getting so egoistic? (termasuk gue) Fortunately losing a friend ain't big deal for me. I realize I need to love myself more





Some other folks might be
A little bit smarter than I am
Bigger and stronger too
Maybe
But none of them will ever love you the way I do
It's me and you
And as the years go by
Boys, our friendship will never die
You're gonna see
It's our destiny
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me



tapi gue tetep coba buat bff-an :DD
try harder, jadi mungkin sekarang gue gak terlalu percaya ya sama temen. hmmmm bukan karna pengalaman juga kali ya tapi itu emang sifat gue. its hard to open my self. its hard to be closer with someone.


its over for tonight, gue ngantuk bray. xoxo

I want someone to sing this song for me someday



Piano by RAN


girl…
my heart is for you
and you can imagine how much i love you
last night…
i’m right here with you
and i do wanna do the thing that we do
cause baby girl

i dont ever want to let you go
i love you for sure
and i dont wanna start to slow baby
cause i dont know
if i could let you go
my love is for real
and i know exactly how you feel,baby…

i give you everything
but as long as you give me everything (everything)
and i try
to treat you right
since you wake up till i kiss you tonight

cause you know that nothing is impossible
as long as we all done
we’ll be unbreakable

2x and you know that nothing is impossible
as long as we all done
we’ll be unbreakable

and you know that nothing is impossible
come singing with me

girl…
my heart is for you
and you can imagine how much i love you…


I cant imagine if my dream comes true. there's someone sing this song for me with piano or accoustic guitar. yuwuuuuw what a beautiful life :DD

Selasa, 20 Juli 2010

9th grade

sekarang gue udah gede ya istilahnya, satu langkah lagi SMA gitu, dan di tahun ini gue harus berjuang sama yang namanya UN. Satu harapan gue semoga bisa lulus UN dengan nilai terbaik dan masuk SMA Favorit. AMIN.

do the best, and then let GOD do the rest. May GOD bless me always.

Fyi aja ya belum apa-apa udah ngedrop bgt senin-jumat penuh sama les-les. sekarang aja gue radang. air es+cuaca+kecapean= kombinasi yang emang oke banget deh.
Tiap hari gue kena angin bray jadi sakit gini deh. but I have to survive. all decisions and destiny is in my hands, there's only one chance. and I understand all of that, I Knew the fate was in God's hands. but the fate was worth fighting for. May in the past I belittle this life. everything's easy. but I'm wrong. my destiny must be fought. I Should to appreciate my life. so my life would be valuable and beneficial for the people around me.

gue harus inget Apa yang kita tanam itu yang akan kita tuai, dari hal itu gue belajar kalau semua yang gue lakuin baik buruk ataupun baik semua ada balasannya dimasa depan. semua berkaitan kemarin sekarang dan besok. so I had to think before act.












Jumat, 16 Juli 2010

No more tweeting





pertama gue dulu sering bgt ya tweeting, addict with twitter. but life must go on hidup gak cuman buat tweeting begituan seakan gue hidup di dunia gue sendiri dan emg akibatnya fatal bgt. *No offense*
ya bukan berarti ngejelekin juga ..
Dan gue gak mau nyesel nanti knp gue gak gini knp gak gitu.

THERE'S NO REMEDY FOR LIFE.



SOME CHANGES

1. I used to wake up and prepare for school but when i addict with twitter i prefer to tweeting (like live in my own life.)

2. I used to be friendly but when i addict with twitter i never see and never care about others.

3. I used to study hard but when i addict with twitter i prefer to tweeting while another student listen carefully the lessons

4. I used to spend the quality time with my family but when i addict with twitter i prefer to alone in my bedroom with my @dinasarumpaet twitter acc

5. I used to sleep at 9 but when i addict with twitter i sleep at 11

7. I used to wall to wall (fb acc) but when i addict with twitter i prefer to tweeting. HAHAHA

tp sekarang knp gue milih blog ?

simple answers :


1. I can have the extra time to pray and says thank you to GOD

Thanks God for showing the way to find love
Friends and family. I'm Nothing without you Lord

2. I dont have to blogging everyday


3. I can spend my quality time with my family

4. I CAN BE FOCUS WHEN MY TEACHER TEACH THE LESSONS

5. I can express my feeling, with no worry

At least i prefer to blogging than tweeting. in the first i wants to be a fashion blogger but emmmmm...... SOMEDAY ( Im not fashinable) lol